I love the way it hurts

Feeling ignored,
this is like being in jail.
I hope you don't ignored me anymore
Nobody cares how I feel.
when they talk about me,
about my mistakes,
about my blemishes,
about my weight,
about my ugly side
So...
Hate is a strong word, but I really really really don't like THEM
and I really really really like HIM.
Maybe I would never come here...
But anyway I feel this camp is only one in a lot of ways.
Maybe I should try see things from another angle
And just try to be a better me.

                                                                                       18/02/2011